i was at the hospital for nine hours today
7 of which were spent in an uncomfortable chair in a freezing cold waiting room with my mom coughing every 3 seconds because she can’t breathe
she has pneumonia, we were just told
the nurse in there kept telling me to calm down because i was being overly-protective of my mommy bc i lav her and she’s been really sick before and i don’t want that to happen again and i didn’t think she was being treated very well at this hospital god DAMMIT
also i hate my mom’s fiance and i’m worried because he basically didn’t want to wait even though he had the only car so at 10:30 he left the hospital with my mom’s car and went home and went to sleep (basically stranding us) and then when i called him and told him to come pick us up he told me to call him again in 30 minutes as if we were a god damn alarm clock my mom is fucking SICK your FIANCE is fucking SICK and when i go to college i’m going to be scared to leave my mother in his care because he’s inconsiderate and selfish and she was basically suffering in that hospital and she needed to come home GOD
and that fucking nurse telling me to calm down and be thankful it’s not cancer i should have punched her where the fuck did that come from thank you for even putting the word “cancer” in my brain i have been at that hospital for hours waiting patiently with my mommy who is really sick and you’re going to tell me to be thankful??????????? she was basically like julia r lattimer sit DOWN and READ or SLEEP or SOMETHING but stop pacing and asking us questions
i do what i want i swear
oopsie this was long
