every morning I wake up in a bad mood and not for any reason other than I have to wake up (I have no choice)
GOD i am every definition of pathetic and it’s so infuriating I could scream (I am screaming actually)
It’s hard to accept yourself as someone you don’t desire, as someone...– Laura Marling
i have a vagina and a good sense of humor and my iPod is full of good music like what else DO YOU WANT omg
(be my friend) (please)
how likely is it that i’ll be happier if i chop off all my hair and run away
Step one: buy a new book Step two: complain about how you’ll never ever have time to read it Step three: watch as people come a’flockin to give you book suggestions
thelisbonhouse replied to your post: also i’m looking for prospective friends I can… id volunteer but i already have like 4 who use me for that purpose I appreciate the thought though (four people sounds exhausting and I’m sorry)
next time i hang with jim i'm gunna wear juggalo...
everyone meet Robert
ever wanted to know what a sad whiny baby I am? just check out my blog at tumblr.com :-)
I wish they had warrantees on lives i.e. if you fuck up too badly in your first 18 or so years of life, you can cash your life in and be reimbursed or get a brand new one altogether I’m on to something here
also i’m looking for prospective friends I can complain to on the regular because all my sources seem to be dried up (don’t all jump at once)
derradiokopf: emotion is the dumbest ass
I hope she’ll be a fool, that’s the best thing a girl can be in this world, a...– The Great Gatsby (by F. Scott Fitzgerald)
what’s the quote from the great gatsby that’s like “I hope she is a pretty fool…” !?? It’s a very good one
-you don’t know how valuable someone is to you until you are no longer friends (because you’re a big idiot) -you have the power to change everything about yourself but doing so doesn’t mean anything external will change -vice versa (changing everything external doesn’t mean you will change) -self-control is attainable but can easily become obsessive -being smart is about...
sleepdeprived-eyes: She busts ass so well though. what is going on here
i wish i could switch bodies with people around me like i always think things like “i would be such a better _________” but i can’t be them because i’m me so i guess i’m just fucked
like most people want fun friends and i’m not really a fun person and there ya go that’s a huge problem
i don’t think i can have friends anymore but i keep trying anyway and idk why
Watching my friends fall into despair is a very sad thing because if I could help them I most definitely would but there’s usually a point when they don’t want my help and are even bothered by me trying to help but listen I know what it’s like to hit rock bottom I would say i’ve gotten to these levels of sadness a couple times (even though the causes are different and...
[[MORE]]today i had this horrible experience with calculus in which i was so stunned that i couldn’t answer any of the questions and i was running out of time that i felt pressure on my lungs and left the room because i was just freaking out i don’t know anyone who freaks as much about school as i do why is that
drgoodandsexy replied to your post: dilemma: i don’t really like my prom dress and i’m… the answer is yes i fucking will knew it but foreal do i want to do this
thelisbonhouse replied to your post: dilemma: i don’t really like my prom dress and i’m… no one regrets not going to prom just follow your gut that’s true PLUS i’m a junior i mean i have another year
dilemma: i don’t really like my prom dress and i’m honestly considering returning it and not going to prom. pros: i get $135 back i don’t have to take off work i don’t have to get all dressed up and care a lot about something that i don’t care a lot about cons: what if i regret not going to prom my date will be mad
excuse me but [[MORE]]what the fuck was i thinking signing up for four ap tests i’m going to die like i know i feel the need to prove (through standardized testing, off all things ugh) that i am a smart person but i’m not going to feel so smart getting four 2’s so there’s that and on top of all things no smart person is going to set themselves up to fail the way i have. ...
lolitas: isn’t it hot when someone says “shhhh” to you in a sexual manner
24 hours after i get my license and i spill my drink all over my car ughhhhhhhhh
donttalktomeplease replied to your post: tell me what to read next i cant read the titles but the middle one The Yiddish Policeman’s union by michael chabon excellent choice thank you!
having a license is also really weird because it’s something I’ve been looking forward to for years and now I have it and it’s kinda anticlimactic
i’m really really glad i got my license mostly because i usually feel like i’m stuck in this house with people i don’t like and i could never leave when i needed to, but tonight i just drove and drove and no one was with me and i could breathe and it was great.
internetnewsnetworknetwork: LIVE BREAKING MITT ROMNEY VICTORY SPEECH what omg!
out on the road for the first time and one of my headlights was out :/ (it didn’t get dark until very recently though so it was okay and I didn’t get pulled over) p.s. driving is cool and fun and I want to do it a lot
got my license eeee!
today I learned that I am not necessary and my friends mostly choose other people over me and I’m talking about my serious best buds and that’s something to be sad about I think
also 3 days until license but who cares really
i think i’m checking out of my life until i’m not sad anymore be back later (maybe)
i was doing a bad job parking so i said “parking game stressful” and my mom started yelling at me and avril lavigne was playing and all of it was funny
when did i become a member of the no showers club?
today i told brandon lamberth to fuck off and LEAVE and i think that makes it a productive day dontcha think :-)
a good chunk of my friends (one group in particular) calls me “poolia”
fobias-tunke replied to your post: fobias-tunke replied to your post: amber and i are… i’ve considered being a porn star just so i can work with him and hopefully we can fall in love. my porn star name would be Cherry Poppins. i just followed him on twitter omg so funny i love him cherry poppins